It feels so WEIRD posting ANYTHING at all here, even just a journal entry. I don't even know why I'm posting. My last post was 3 years ago.

You know how they say if you're even mildly good at something and you don't keep practicing it, instead of improving, you'll go in the other direction? Well, that's very true for me!! :'( I have de-evolutionized artistically in every way possible that it's not funny.

I stumbled on an old folder in my pc, and it had all my writings in there. After three years, I have attempted to pick up where I left off... and FAILED!! What the FU**!? I could not, for the life of me, construct thorough sentences that made sense! I don't think I was ever a great writer, but compared to now, I'm thinking... "I was pretty amazing a couple of years ago." Its kind of pathetic actually... I'm crying just thinking about it.

However, my drawing isn't that bad. I still doodle every once in a while so I picked up my old binder, went through my drawings, and found them hideous. Lol. So to practice and kind of find a comfort zone for myself, I went through all the drawing that I didn't like and revised them.

I'm planning to scrap everything in my gallery - and replace them with their similar equivalent - just slightly modified. And I got a couple of new stuff... but I have no scanner.

Once I figure out that problem, maybe I'll start posting sh** again.